Legalize all drugs. The wisest survive, the weak die off. Survival of the fittest.
It’s difficult to try to tease apart who someone is when they’re an addict. I like to believe that the person they were when they were using isn’t who they truly are. I want to believe that heroin turns people into cold, selfish, manipulative jerks.
Does heroin bring out those characteristics or does it create them?
But any way I am going to vent now. Its been 5 days. The longest I’ve gone with out it since I started. I know my life will be so much simpler if I stay clean but it still creeps into my mind. I’ll be telling my self fuck that shit one minute and the next I find myself day dreaming of the dragon. No one knows ive started using at all. Friend wise. Because I have no friends. But I really need some one. But I dont feel I really connect with anyone. My dad says everyone feels like that but dont know. The only time im 100% comfortable is when I’m by myself. Whatever. Bye.